Posted March 20, 2015 Decent but i want to go back to sleep. Waking up early isn't worth it. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 20, 2015 Exhausted, shaken, scared, worried, and uncomfortable. I had nightmares last night, barely kept from relapsing, and very nearly gave up on everything. This month has been horrible, and I cant wait for spring break. I really hope I don't make hospitalization an annual tradition. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 20, 2015 Sore, I don't want to go to PT today Still sunburnt Share this post Link to post
Posted March 20, 2015 Stressed. The feeling of impending doom hanging over my head. It's making me feel a bit nauseated. Can't wait for today to be over. As soon as I get home, I'm hiding in my room for the rest of the night. Also my mind feels like it's going to explode. Not in a bad way per se, it just feels like I my mind needs to vomit over some papers to get these ideas out that have been there for so long. It's hurting my focus, and I have another exam in a little more than an hour. :c Share this post Link to post
Posted March 20, 2015 I've been dealing with a really bad stomach for the past week and I have no idea why. I haven't changed my diet or ate anything wrong, I just feel yucky. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 20, 2015 Tired, anxious. I have 10 days to figure out how to spend the money from my research grant, which is supposed to go to volatiles, a plane ticket to another lab, and housing for a two-week stay. The problem is that cloning the genes I need has been fraught with problems, so I haven't had a chance to actually go yet. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 20, 2015 Having a pretty good day for once! Well, save for a pesky headache :/ I actually feel motivated to draw so I should probably stop cruising the forums and do that now xDDD Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 Tired and groggy. I don't know why I'm awake right now. It's 5:08 am and it's Saturday. This is my sleep-in day. Dumb medication messing up my sleep system. At least my stomach doesn't hurt as much. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 I feel like I don't matter to anyone. I could drop off the face of the Earth and sure, people would notice, but they would shrug it off and forget me. I don't know. It's been a losing battle since the beginning of March. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 I'm annoyed. I hate unexpected guests. Lied-to. Friend bailed on something we've been planning all week today. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 Nervous. I'm supposed to get my kitten today, but the person I'm getting him from hasn't responded to me and I'm scared they're never going to answer or that they'll tell me that they gave him away to someone else. I really want this kitten, I've already got all of his stuff and his name picked out... This person already kind of pulled a kitten out from under me (a girl kitty from the same litter) so I have this bad feeling they might do that again with this kitten. Argh, I'm already so emotionally invested in this cat. //whines Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 bah. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately... not that extreme, I still get 6-7 hours a day which some would consider a luxury, but I've been keeping that up for a while now and I'm honestly not built for it, need my 8-9 hours at least. So I'm feeling slightly dead, can't get myself to do anything despite coffee and the knowledge that I'm falling behind, and there's this dull headache that hasn't changed since I woke up with it 8 hours ago. x_x Or maybe I just need a bit of fresh air, after being stuck inside for goodness knows how long again... maybe I'll go for a walk... Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 I'm stuck in a weird sort of "I want to do something" and "I don't want to go outside or look at people" kind of mood. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 This topic seems to be mostly filled with negative moods --- and that's okay! I'm feeling pretty good today myself, even if the weather is overcast and overall gloomy. (I have a lot of work next week and I'm trying not to stress out about it.) Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 This topic seems to be mostly filled with negative moods --- and that's okay! I'm feeling pretty good today myself, even if the weather is overcast and overall gloomy. It certainly is (I'm good at adding to the gloomy mood myself lol), but it breaks my heart to see so many people struggling and hurting and I just want you all to know that each and every one of you are amazing in unique ways and stronger than you think you are and you'll get through whatever obstacle you're facing, no matter how big or small. No one person's problems are invalidated just because someone has it worse than you and I just want to give hugs and luff to all <333. Meanwhile, despite the negative things happening, my father has invited my partner and I to dinner tonight and I'm excite! Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 Better after the walk. Feeling mostly alive, at the very least. Now I'm ready to tackle the notes from my last lecture > Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 (edited) Went back to sleep for another three hours and felt much better. And having no headache was an added bonus. I finally have some energy to get some stuff done. I would go outside and do stuff if it wasn't 85 degrees out, but I can do that when the sun starts to set. ^^ It certainly is (I'm good at adding to the gloomy mood myself lol), but it breaks my heart to see so many people struggling and hurting and I just want you all to know that each and every one of you are amazing in unique ways and stronger than you think you are and you'll get through whatever obstacle you're facing, no matter how big or small. No one person's problems are invalidated just because someone has it worse than you and I just want to give hugs and luff to all <333. That's really awesome of you. Edited March 21, 2015 by Syiren Share this post Link to post
Posted March 21, 2015 Laughing right now, which is a good thing . My stomach is actually settled down somewhat, it doesn't hurt nearly as bad as the rest of the week(though I shouldn't be laughing so much, might hurt myself ). Thank heavens the medicine I took worked. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 22, 2015 After going to bed early with a torturous migraine last night (goodness that was brutal) I'm feeling much better now. I'm in a cheerful mood and ready to face the day. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 22, 2015 I'm a bit tired this morning. I got woken up by my 3 year old niece being noisy and I couldn't get back to sleep. I'm in a good mood so far though, just hoping when my sister shows up that she doesn't create drama again like last night . Share this post Link to post
Posted March 22, 2015 hhhh a little shaky bc smth made me panic a lil last night and it was rly stupid puts face in hands but i'm feeling good today!! it's a new day and i'm on spring break so bless <33 gonna watch csi and doodle : ' ^ ) Share this post Link to post
Posted March 23, 2015 A little smug, relaxed and in a better mood than earlier. Also a little tired. Share this post Link to post
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