Posted August 15, 2013 Ugh. I'm actually depressed enough that I don't care to hide that I'm depressed. I need someone to talk to but this blog will probably take weeks to post my submission, which I didn't save so I can't take it to another blog, and I just don't know how to start this conversation with my best friend. I wish I wasn't emotionally numb about this and could cry over it again. I feel like that would make it easier, even though I know it actually wouldn't. Share this post Link to post
Posted August 15, 2013 ;-; asdfghjkl I hate phone calls.. They cause so much anxiety and letting myself wait until the middle of the night to leave a message that won't get responded to until morning is tearing my guts up.. and of course I can't remember a single coping skill to get through this. I'm a derp. Maybe some octavia and vinyl will give me the distraction I need? Share this post Link to post
Posted August 15, 2013 well, that's one less computer taking up the wifi =w= Share this post Link to post
Posted August 16, 2013 Well it finally hit me that I'm going to be going to my first year of high school (10th grade) in a few weeks, and now I'm having a total panic attack. Great. Share this post Link to post
Posted August 16, 2013 How much longer till i can go and be with him.....this job sucks and it all was never worth it.......almost a year now.....one little phone call i will probably never get pushes me closer to letting out the words that have been burning inside my head and choking me.......i quit......i quit this torment that keeps me chained here where nothing is right........ I miss being able to feel good about my life.... Share this post Link to post
Posted August 16, 2013 Why? Why did I say that? And why do people have to push my already precarious mental condition? Why did I even have to enter that discussion anyways? I could have just stayed out of it and let it be. Why can't I matter? Share this post Link to post
Posted August 16, 2013 whee, wasting time........gosh, i want to have a work night tonight........ Share this post Link to post
Posted August 17, 2013 Class went well! It was actually a lot more fun to teach geology (paleontology) to 2nd graders than I thought it was going to be. I was really nervous for no reason. x3 Share this post Link to post
Posted August 17, 2013 Nya nya nya nya... Agh! Medicine why you make me so sleepy and derpy at the same time?? Share this post Link to post
Posted August 17, 2013 Yoop moop noop boop bwweeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhh Meeheheheheheh Mweahahhahaaaaaaaaaa Mwerp My mind is so random. ... Share this post Link to post
Posted August 17, 2013 This song oh man ;__; So goood and I get to see them on tour asdfghjkl cannot function ehh i need to be more active on DC again it's only been like a couple weeks but still need to come back lazy ugh Share this post Link to post
Posted August 17, 2013 Can't anyone post? Why is no one on in the mornings? Share this post Link to post
Posted August 18, 2013 How did the god-generals even survive in this game, like come on, it was an avalanche..... Share this post Link to post
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