Posted August 23, 2016 A human vulnerability Doesn't mean that I am weak Share this post Link to post
Posted September 3, 2016 (edited) my demons are begging me to open up my mouth i need them mechanically make the words come out i sold my soul to a three piece and he told i was holy hold me down sneaking out the back door make no sound throw me in the deep end watch me drown knock me out knock me out saying that i want more this is what i live for selfish taking what i want taking and call it mine helpless clinging to a little bit of spine i resort to violence she my isis know for a fact wont be a first love or a last im everything i lack you cant control a rat i say i do i do what i want to i wont judge you im too dumb to i wont love you im too dumb to kill the trends kill the kings kill their friends i see through your bull i need you to know this im hardly ever home marlyed in my zone heartless need a donor darlin hes a loner I was happy at first and then i got stuck in a hole You do your best but the world doesn’t make any sense to you “Follow your dreams” they say, but they say allot of stupid things its decaying me Adding up all the pain Left in your brain It's just another black day Feeling alone and full of decay friends dont exist who cares if you exist im so weak but somehow i exist I find it mildly depressing Mediocre face It's because I'm boring and I sit indoors Got nothing to say Never have and never will I will meet you in another world kiss me on the mouth and set me free sing me like a choir i could be the subject of your dreams but please dont bite i am tired of this place i hope people change i need time to replace what i gave away and my hopes they are high i must keep them small i still want it all i see swimming pools and living rooms i see a little house on a hill and childrens names and quiet nights but everything is shattering and its my mistake only fools fall for you only fools do what i do Edited September 3, 2016 by CellyBean Share this post Link to post
Posted October 23, 2016 Here are some of my favourites: From 'Still Ill' by The Smiths Under the iron bridge we kissed And although I ended up with sore lips It just wasn't like the old days anymore No, it wasn't like those days, am I still ill? From 'Motion Picture Soundtrack' by Radiohead I will see you in the next life From 'Blue Jeans' by Blur I don't really want to change a thing I want to stay this way forever Share this post Link to post
Posted October 23, 2016 Kerli's "Beautiful Inside" If you'll take me away Whatever you do Whatever you say I don't care about me I don't care about you I don't know what is right Don't know what is wrong I'm singing my song I'm not trying to hide that I am beautiful inside Beautiful inside This Is basically how I feel about my own mental illnesses, yes, they make me do bad things on some rare occasions, and at those times, I don't know right from wrong. But that's only at the very, very, worst times...and it wasn't entirely my fault. I didn't know, and I couldn't control it. I have been taken away to hospitals before, and I have not cared what people think of me. - I used to, because I've been called a lot of awful things in the past - to the point I was actually suicidal... But now, I feel happier in my life, and much more "beautiful inside" so I don't care about the other "me" and I don't care about the "you" - the people that call me those things. Not you as in, everyone that is "you" just those that believe I should still be in a padded cell somewhere TBH, there are many, many, many other Kerli songs that I am thankful exist and what really help me through, another being Stay Golden, which is sung in Estonian (my first language) and is a beautiful song about remaining "golden" through hardships. <3 And then there is Butterfly Cry...also by Kerli...which my fiance actually sung to me when I was in hospital after suicide attempts. And thus, I have named my Monarch Dragon's for. Then there is Diamond Hard - which I named my Diamondwing Dragon's for also by Kerli - that song is B.A, and is about being strong, too. It's awesome. >.> Share this post Link to post
Posted October 27, 2016 Kerli's "Beautiful Inside" If you'll take me away Whatever you do Whatever you say I don't care about me I don't care about you I don't know what is right Don't know what is wrong I'm singing my song I'm not trying to hide that I am beautiful inside Beautiful inside This Is basically how I feel about my own mental illnesses, yes, they make me do bad things on some rare occasions, and at those times, I don't know right from wrong. But that's only at the very, very, worst times...and it wasn't entirely my fault. I didn't know, and I couldn't control it. I have been taken away to hospitals before, and I have not cared what people think of me. - I used to, because I've been called a lot of awful things in the past - to the point I was actually suicidal... But now, I feel happier in my life, and much more "beautiful inside" so I don't care about the other "me" and I don't care about the "you" - the people that call me those things. Not you as in, everyone that is "you" just those that believe I should still be in a padded cell somewhere TBH, there are many, many, many other Kerli songs that I am thankful exist and what really help me through, another being Stay Golden, which is sung in Estonian (my first language) and is a beautiful song about remaining "golden" through hardships. <3 And then there is Butterfly Cry...also by Kerli...which my fiance actually sung to me when I was in hospital after suicide attempts. And thus, I have named my Monarch Dragon's for. Then there is Diamond Hard - which I named my Diamondwing Dragon's for also by Kerli - that song is B.A, and is about being strong, too. It's awesome. >.> I loved reading this. Thanks for sharing. It's really magical how music can become so much more than a string of words and notes. How it can resonate and support someone going through hard times. Share this post Link to post
Posted March 30, 2021 These set of lyrics I can think of on the top of my head makes my brain vibrate I love it so much. I'll spoil all of them in case this gets too lengthy. First set is from Will Wood and The Tapeworms - Cotard's Solution, Spoiler "And if dreams can come true What does that say about nightmares? I'll stay awake tonight. Cry my name remind my brain of my identity" "Divide by one and find I'm one less than the one I was So how many people am I? Now that I keep 'em in my Sha Na Na Na Na Na memory, Still I Check in the mirror to see how I look I look different in different ways Ah you do the math, ah, who's looking back, ah Sha Na Na Na Na Na Na Na that's not me" Next set is from System Of a Down - Science, Spoiler "Making two possibilities a reality Predicting the future of things we all know Fighting off the diseased programming Of centuries, centuries, centuries, centuries" "Science fails to recognize the single most Potent element of human existence Letting the reigns go to the unfolding Is faith, faith, faith, faith" "Science has failed our world Science has failed our Mother Earth Science fails to recognize the single most Potent element of human existence" Third set is from Linkin Park - In The End, Spoiler "One thing, I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme To remind myself of a time when I tried so hard" Fourth. Red Vox - In The Garden, Spoiler "Made myself a little garden To grow myself my only friends Got myself a brand new start and Oh no, I screwed it up again Guess I'm stayin' up all night In my mind but out of sight" "Can't believe my eyes this mornin' I found a plot of weeds instead Yesterday was so adoring My god, so easy to offend I would rather fly than fight Close my eyes and hang on tight" That's all I'll post for now Share this post Link to post
Posted March 30, 2021 There's no way in and no way out of this living hell, no way in and no way out unless you walk heaven's trail - Cinderella, Heaven's Trail - every time I need a song that starts with N in ABC songs Share this post Link to post
Posted April 26, 2021 (edited) Been trolling this thread, so I figured I'd add a few of mine. It's Time by Imagine Dragons The path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell right to the top Hits me right where I live. Shawn James' entire cover of Like A Stone... Johnny Cash's cover of Hurt by Nine Inch Nails Everyone I know goes away in the end And If i could start again, a million miles away, I would keep myself, I would find a way What makes this cover so profound to me is that Johnny Cash died just seven months later, and his music video really made it feel like a farewell message. Shadow of The Day by Linkin Park In cards and flowers on your window Your friends all plead for you to stay Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple Sometimes goodbye's the only way Boy, I cant even listen to this one anymore, given what it's about, and the fact that Chester Bennington took his own life. Just a few songs that speak to me. I have over 2000 songs on spotify playlist, so I'm sure there's more, these are just the ones that popped right into my mind. Edited April 26, 2021 by darkladyselenity Share this post Link to post
Posted November 15, 2021 (edited) Eurovision is always stuck in me! ✌️ I’ll just stay the night so I can hear your voice again Give me a memory To hold onto now and then I’ll just stay a little more and morning’s slipping in And I have missed your touch Drawing circles on my skin Looking to the sky to only realise The most precious thing I wanted here Was laying right before my eyes I made a promise to hold you Forever by the hand And that I won’t ever let go So don’t worry here, I stand To remind you like the first time I will always love you more than yesterday And no matter what, I’ll stay And no matter what, I’ll stay Sometimes I get insecure and all up in my head But I know that what we have Nobody will ever bend And although we may well trip and fall time after time I’ll be there through it all And stay with you until the end Doesn’t matter if the world falls apart Or whatever comes tomorrow I will always keep you in my heart ‘Cause I made a promise to hold you Forever by the hand And that I won’t never let go So don’t worry here I stand To remind you like the first time I will always love you more than yesterday And no matter what, I’ll… Be your shelter when the sky is falling The flame to light your darkest moments No matter the distance I’ll be close I made a promise to hold you Forever by the hand And that I would never let go So don’t worry here I stand To remind you like the first time I will always love you more than yesterday And no matter what, I’ll stay... Of course this is the English version of the song but I can easily put the Spanish version (sounds as good as the English version) 🙂 P.S: Can't wait until 2022 Eurovision Song Contest, just because I'm a real fan, I just enjoy it! Edited November 15, 2021 by _Terminus24 Share this post Link to post
Posted November 19, 2021 Am I nothing? Do I mean anything to you? So no more games, no more lies It's time to speak the truth Am I nothing? Do I mean anything, anything to you? Share this post Link to post
Posted November 29, 2021 But hey, I can feel it I don't want to stray this time I can feel it now Hey, I can feel it Pulling down like rain this time I know now I don't want to The runaway trains never get no peace They keep on running till their engines seize Keep on running and I don't stand still I won't know love, no, I never will... And rolling stones never find a home 'Cause they keep on rolling through life alone If I keep on rolling down the same old hill I'll never know love, I never will... (FULL LYRICS ON CLIP) Share this post Link to post
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