Posted January 25, 2016 Disappointed, in myself. I don't know what happened, but keep looking ahead! Sometimes my self-dissapointment hounds me, especially at night. I keep thinking that I could have done better that I lose sight of the lessons I learned from the screwup. It's a terrible feeling, but I tell myself the past is in the past and no matter how hard I think I messed up, I can't change it. So why get hung up on it? Share this post Link to post
Posted January 25, 2016 Actually quite concerned. Someone really close to me tried to commit suicide and I'm really really scared because she's been hospitalized. I'm really scared.... Share this post Link to post
Posted January 26, 2016 (edited) Feeling really scared because I just submitted a description and I'm terrified that they're going to kill my dragon because it didn't fit the guidelines enough and I think I accidentally submitted it twice. :< Edited January 26, 2016 by Silverwinter Share this post Link to post
Posted January 26, 2016 I've been preparing for my presentation and I already got it through quite well, so I feel good about that. I also printed some pictures so I could say I'm ready. I still can't help but worry and stress though, but I'll do this. See ya at about twelve o'clock, Thursday. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 26, 2016 *slight ED tw* Really bad, my self-esteem is so low lately and I'm overwhelmed with life!! Everything I say I'm like "Wow that was annoying" and every day I come home and obsessively critique my reflection and think "I can't believe I looked this ugly all day" and my terrible terrible ED thoughts are coming back again, I hate my body and I can't stop eating. Also I'm having an identity crisis like holy cow, I hate all my clothes and the way I do makeup and my own interests now seem weird and unappealing to me, and I've grown sick of my whole personality, and I feel like it's time to totally rebuild myself. Just bad bad invasive thoughts all due to my awful anxiety. But I don't even feel that bad, emotionally speaking. These are all just...thoughts. In terms of feeling I'm actually okay? Because I know these thoughts will pass. It's just rough going right now. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 26, 2016 Very, very good! I am listening to music, sipping on Diet Soda, and trading all over the place. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 26, 2016 Very very tired. Worked outside all day cleaning up my great cousin's yard, raking leaves, etc. so I'm also sweaty and a bit hungry. But hey, I got paid nicely though, so it's all good. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 26, 2016 Need to make a Wishlist and I have yet to do it, so I guess I'm feeling a bit stressed and lazy at the same time. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 26, 2016 Pretty good! This semester is more challenging than i expected, and very overwhelming at first, but I feel like I've finally got everything down and can go through a day of school without feeling terrible, so yeah, pretty good. The only current problem i have anymore with school is that I need to bring up my Spanish grade (darn you Spanish/parents who expect straight A's) but I have plenty of chances to do that. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 27, 2016 Really bad cramps ._. But it's a weird mix of that and feeling really euphoric. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 27, 2016 Like, well, not even worth putting it into expletives. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 27, 2016 I feel nauseated. Seafood mix on the buffet might of had minced up oysters in it. As i started feeling sorta bleh after i ate it. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 27, 2016 I keep waking up at horrible hours. I woke up at 3am just now, and yesterday I woke up at 9pm? Ahhhhh Share this post Link to post
Posted January 27, 2016 A lot better after a nap, I might actually be able to focus on stuff now. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 27, 2016 A little annoyed by the fact that everyone likes to message me while I'm sleeping. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 27, 2016 Right now I'm watching Chopped and drinking some tea, so I feel pretty great. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 27, 2016 It's the day before my presentation, so I naturally worry and be nervous as they're the things I do best. This is making me feel physically bad. Share this post Link to post
Posted January 27, 2016 I'm pretty tired and my alarm clock woke me up from a very nice dream. Share this post Link to post
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