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merh...breakups suck...good kitten who still loves me after it all and has decided that cuddling is the best medicine

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This made me completely forget what my actual current thought was.

Pff, it was probably something stupid anyway. :I

I'm so sorry. o.o...

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Dayum Khay.

 

<3

 

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I can't like that status enough. I am not blonde. e.e

 

/punts people off the internet

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OHMYGODITCAMETWODAYSEARLYYESSSSS!

 

 

Goodbye world, I'm leaving you for Dune!

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I'm so sorry. o.o...

It's ok. X3

 

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Homework...do not want...

 

I didn't need to eat all that food. :/

 

My back hurts. D:

 

....do I use smilies too much? >.>;

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And here's how the story goes:

 

Girl meets book.

 

Girl falls in love with book.

 

Girl buys her own copy from amazon (cause the library owned this one).

 

Oh Shakespeare book from 1938, why are you so amazing?

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Of course not. Because I don't have nice things. But I had to try.

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My friends are all troll-bait. Every one of them.

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I don't care what the world says. I think Christopher Paolini is an excellent author and I'm totally in love with the Inheritance Cycle. Can't. Stop. Reading.

 

Saphira. <3

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We met in highschool.

 

She was a shy girl who didn't have any friends. I was a social butterfly who didn't seem to fit in. We didn't get along at first, but that was probably because I kept stealing her seat. But, when she smiled, I couldn't help but smile too.

 

When I became depressive suicidal, she held my hand. She called me daily and made me promise to pick up the phone. She pulled my head into her lap, and let me close my eyes and rest for a while. She was there for me. She kept me alive. She was my anchor.

 

I dated someone for a while, before her. It was interesting while it lasted, but there was no passion. When that person dumped me unceremoniously through an email, she was there. She helped me through thick and thin, and then one day, I realized that I loved her.

 

So, I asked her out, and she wasn't sure if she wanted to be with me. I waited three months, trying to be her friend... And then one day, she said yes. That was the happiest day of my life.

 

After that day, we went to the movies. We played video games together. We went to school dances. We were always laughing, and we supported each other.

 

My parents did as parents do; they didn't approve of her. She wasn't right for me. Her marks weren't good enough. She didn't come from the right family. It didn't really matter, they didn't approve. So, I spend the next year arguing with them about her. She made me happy, and I wasn't going to ditch her.

 

Today, we've been together for... 62 months, that's just over 5 years... We've been through love together, we've been through hardships and loss... Heck, we just moved in to the same house, and are looking for our own apartment.

 

But, you see, the problem is that where she's a girl, I'm also a girl... If I was a guy, this story would be endearing to many people. Since I just said I'm a girl, a few of you are going to click away immediately.

 

However, I got insulted at school. I lost friends. I got biblical after biblical passage thrown at me... But what I couldn't understand is why did my love need another name? Why couldn't I just call it love? Why would people prefer to see us apart, or force infidelity on me, than to see us together? Why separate two people who are happy?

 

Because I remember those days sitting between the school doors... What do you see in this picture that is so disgusting? What's wrong with two friends laughing?

 

user posted image

 

Because, we're that too, you know. We're friends. We'll support each other through thick and thin.

 

It's not okay for me to go up to a person, and insult them... But yet... It's okay for you to come up to me, and tell me that everything that I'm doing is wrong. It's okay for you to break up this relationship... This happiness. It's okay for you to bring a person to death... Because words leave deeper scars than physical wounds... And I would never think of causing you such distress, but how can you look at us, and preach hatred, when all I want to do is make her smile?

 

We want happiness, not hatred. We want what we have to be what you have... Because it is, in the end.

 

It's called:

 

love.

 

Why does love have to be skindeep? Can't we look beyond the skin, and just see two people laughing?

 

If you don't like the story, can't you just change the gender pronoun? Because if you'll accept that story then you should accept mine.

 

How is it fair that I must hurt at your words, while you go about preaching something that will never affect you? I love her. I want to make her smile. Why can't you support her happiness? Why does it have to be any more complicated than that?

 

If we both had to describe love, we'd do it similarly. We're feeling the same thing, just for different people.

 

Just leave them smile, and spread the smile yourself. They'll be that person who will smile when they hold the door for you. They'll be that person who will pick up your bag that you dropped, and help you up when you fall... We're people, like you. We're JUST like you, but our love doesn't always depend on the sight of the skin, but of the passion that's inside.

 

Wouldn't you want to fight for the person you loved if someone tried to tear you apart?

I seriously have no words to reply to that with. So I'll just leave this here: <3

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Do I have severe... "Scroll dysphoria"? Why yes, yes I do.

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I thought it all ended yesterday, but of course it didn't. Please just shut up...Oh no! She didn't come back! Crapcrapcrap! I'm worried. Oh God...

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Why?

 

I'm just feeling blah...and now I'm supposed to be doing this? I really just wanna kill someone.

 

If. You. Value. Your. Life. Leave. Me. Alone.

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Hmmm, he didn't say hi to me today, that is... odd. Maybe he didn't see me? Didn't help that his windows are tinted now.

And I wonder who that girl who was with him the other day was. Never seen her before.

 

Meh, whatev.

 

 

I would like to get this 'talking to' done and over with. It was a damn joke, grow up already. We are all adults here. If you can't handle one curse word and a little sarcasm, well then you need to take the stick out of your censorkip.gif honey. It was meant to be funny and you are making a big deal out of it. Why don't you worry about more important things... like... maybe running your store a little better? Getting orders done properly? Getting your employees the hours they need to get the health insurance they need? Nope, instead you are going to worry about a stupid ****ing note that I left in the back room AS A JOKE. Makes sense right? Sure.

 

I hope she fires me. And if she doesn't, and I don't get that raise because of this, I'll quite. I've had about enough of this place.

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And that made me think of...

 

"Oh how wrong we were to think,

That immortality meant never dying."

 

 

One of the best song quotes ever.

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