To-Do ListMidsummer || Another post 100%Midsummer || Hadyn post 50%Midsummer || Sadine post 20%Tormented || Anya post 01%-- Midsummer Shadows -- Sjach Di Tiecelle -- Crimson roses andShattered hearts||Oh what beautywe have in this cruel, dark world
So anyways, about me. First of all, I am not heartbroken or emo. I am most definitely not heartbrokenï¿½or at least not completely. Iï¿½m pessimistic, but not emo. Despite the fact that I absolutely love to write about blood, Iï¿½m hemophobic and canï¿½t stand the sight of blood. I freeze p every time I see blood. So donï¿½t expect me to be cutting myself or anything.
Obviously, I love to write, which is why I enjoy roleplaying so much. I also love to read, but lately, Iï¿½ve been writing more than I have been reading. As of now, Iï¿½m writing a novel thatï¿½s based off of my roleplay, and needless to say, I love it so far. <3 Itï¿½s fun torturing my characters. X3
I enjoy reading manga, and I tend to fall for the hot male characters, especially if theyï¿½re overly optimistic or overly pessimistic to a fault. Donï¿½t ask me why. X3 I really donï¿½t know myself.
I wonï¿½t deny that Iï¿½m a bit sadisticï¿½or maybe a lot. Iï¿½ve had dreams in which certain manga characters or my own characters are getting beaten up/killed, and Iï¿½m just watching and enjoying the scene. If you ever want to know which of my characters is my most favorite, just find the one that gets tortured the most. Thatï¿½s probably your answer. XD
I have a taste for revenge and twisted romances. Therefore, if you ever read what I write, you may notice that most of characters are involved in one of those two things, if not both. Itï¿½s just that those characters are always in a lot of pain. /sadist
My favorite flowers are dark red roses and white lilies. Thatï¿½s why youï¿½ll see me mentioning roses and lilies a lot in my writing, especially roses. To me, lilies usually represent something pure, chaste, and trustworthy. On the other hand, roses represent a lot of things ï¿½ backstabbers; beautiful people with bitter souls; blood; etc. If you ever read something about giving roses to someone, Iï¿½m probably actually trying to write: ï¿½putting flowers on someoneï¿½s grave.ï¿½
My worst fear is ghosts, namely the ones you always see in Asian movies. Yes, I believe in ghosts, and Iï¿½m terrified of them. :3 On the contrary, I also like to flip my hair in front of my face so that I look like the woman in the Grudge, and go around scaring people. Itï¿½s really fun to see their reaction. ^^ Of course, I refrain from looking into the mirror whenever I do so.
Many, many thanks to xFlame990 for my lovely avatar. <3