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  1. I'm okay, really. I can cope but just wanted a place to vent... and this place is really old to me. Sometimes you need a connection with your old self, even if it's something seemingly silly like an internet forum. Disclaimer: Mention and details of pet death In April, my dog died. At 2am on a monday morning I signed a piece of paper to agree to his euthanasia. All I had ever wanted was this dog. At eleven years old I paid one hundred dollars for this dorky, yellow, insane bundle of labrador puppy. What is a labrador to a lonely, weird, lost eleven year old living in a daily
  2. To the friend who rescued my 2nd gen shimmer from dying as I was spending time in hospital this week, thank you so much, it's a seemingly small but meaningful thing to come back to.
  3. Hey, thanks for asking, I appreciate it. It's mostly my own fault, mental illness stuff. Lost the casual job I was barely getting too, dropped out from school, family don't want me home, lost all my pet birds in the span of a week, untreated mental illness I can't afford, physical health deteriorating, all this fun stuff. Hope you're well x
  4. I can't keep doing this. A day in emergency, five days in hospital, now ninth day in inpatient. over and over and over. Soon I really will have nothing left to lose, maybe I'm really just not compatible with this life. /depresso expresso
  5. mentions of substance and child abuse Background: I was a child with mild to moderate RAD (reactive attachment disorder), now have BPD, generally struggle with life still. I've been attempting to speak with my mother, which is an incredible ordeal in many ways, but the main problem is it's becoming clear to me that her denials go beyond mere shame, and she actually might not remember the heights of her abuse and the things she did at all. She did use and drink heavily but, it just didn't seem feasible she could be so completely naive. It's been suggested to me many times by professi
  6. This is so aesthetically pleasing and wonderful I haven't been collecting much due to money, but I also like collecting animal skulls and taxidermy. It's a very small collection as I only recently decided to go with it, my close friend collects skulls and has a couple hundred and sort of got me into it. She's currently waiting on the CITES permit for a polar bear skull and we're pretty excited. My longest running collection is G3 My Little Pony, which I collect in box now. I also love dolls, I collect mostly Monster/Ever After High but if I had the resources I'd be collecting anti
  7. I've been away and my brain just entered MAXIMUM OVERDRIVE i cant process all this its too much BRIDGHS PINKS ANF RFIRLLS THANK U HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE
  8. So....... six years later, on my horrible Australian internet, a cave hunting first for me six... years...
  9. Have: 3rd Gen from Visenya x Sunsong Want: CB Metalic/s Same gen prizeswap Other offers Make an offer on my eggs/hatchlings!
  10. So sad about no HM's, I had a tiny glimmer of hope for getting a cb alt. Oh well. Gosh.. so many! Good luck everyone
  11. This is awesome! I wish I hadn't frozen one of mine >.> Plus got a refusal, oh well. Happy Birthday DC!
  12. They are completely different species so it's not really a "better" thing for me. Dogs I think are just, well, mans best friend, and nothing really compares in general. Cats are fun and cute though, and affectionate enough, but I'm not going to expect a cat to be a dog. Personally I wouldn't adopt one as I keep birds and hope to have some sort of parrot rescue sanctuary thing one day. I grew up with labradors, and have one myself now. I love big, intelligent dogs who just connect with you and become your best friend. Plus they keep you warm in winter ^.^
  13. Just grabbed this stunning silver shimmerkin
  14. Hey guys, I wrote this description (bascially a reference to Jean Auels mary-sue) I got a reject with "this description has quite a few grammatical errors" but I can't figure out whats wrong with it,
  15. Grabbed this EG ice with shadow walkers , thanks breeder!
  16. I think the four leaf clovers must be a variety, because on my grandpas farm they have four leaf clovers growing everywhere, they are definitely a different species to the regular clovers.
  17. 6 inch sub, the bread with the seeds on it, toasted a bit, veggie delight and no sauce. Best sandwiches...
  18. Alegra

    Old music anyone?

    Until I read the description I was like, yes! I love Gregorian chants!.... oh. From this time period off the top of my head, I love Nina Simone!! Also Aretha Franklin, and Simon and Garfunkel.
  19. Same. Her music from a couple years ago is a guilty pleasure for when I want to feel nostalgic. plus the barbie slumber party cd's from the early 2000's ;D Nothing wrong with a bit of simple 4-chord music. But seriously its sad a lot of the pop chart stuff is made just to sell it's so boring and corny. Like it doesn't have to be have you ever listened to Mozart the man just uses I IV and V for pete's sake I don't really like a lot of the current contemporary singing trends (lorde! what is going on there??) especially the really corny ones. Blue jeans by Lana del Rey is a shame
  20. I'm 17... I don't think I'll feel like an adult anytime soon. When I was younger I somehow thought I was going to be a kid forever. So I started playing dragon cave when I was 12!
  21. ;_; *googles how to hibernate*