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I just don't know who to turn to anymore.

If there's nothing left to lose, it sounds like its time to call the police (or CPS) and talk to them. Heck, start with a teacher if that's less intimidating.

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What's the point? There is none if I think about it.

It's just over, it's all over.

On top of what Sock said and for all DC members having similar thoughts to the ones I quoted, remember:

There is always something worth living for. There are always people who would miss you. There's amazing things you will never experience if you do this now. There's a community right here that would be incomplete without you.

You mean something to more people than you think. Don't let your story end like this, keep fighting, because we believe in you, we're here for you and we want you to be happy again.

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/sigh.

 

I'm so sick and tired of constantly getting in trouble at work. It's not even things that are that important?? Like the last time was someone complaining I hadn't finished doing the laundry by the time first shift got there (I work third shift/overnights). Today, they were complaining about some things that had happened when I picked up an afternoon shift to help out a coworker, that I hadn't helped serve dinner (I was cleaning up a resident and it took longer than I expected) and that I was answering my phone instead of helping residents (I took two seconds to turn off an alarm, then I went to help the resident. I just didn't want my alarm ringing for the five minutes it would ring before turning itself off).

 

Apparently someone also took a picture of me sleeping and I really wish I knew the context for that because I do not sleep at work. Sometimes I rest my eyes because they get tired, but I honestly, really, I'm not lying, *do not* sleep at work! So that's annoying.

 

I don't know. The 12 hour shift thing is making me tired enough as it is, but the thing I'm really getting sick of is how people seem to think it's ok to pick on me. Idk how much more of this I can take, but looking for a job is so soul-crushing I'd rather put up with getting nitpicked to death before I start looking for one.

 

But for censorkip.gif sure I won't be picking up any more afternoon shifts, I'll tell you that much.

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Parents fighting again. Really need someone to talk to

you can talk to me if you'd like. i understand what its like to have parents that fight almost constantly (thanks to my dad) and its not fun at all

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God

My dad licked my hand. Why did he lick my hand?

My dad is so messed up I can't even go into detail

it's just

How far is this going to go?

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I do want to say that I'm sorry I only come on here to vent. I don't mean to be selfish to this thread, I really don't. But most often, I come here because I A: know it's a safe place from anyone else I know, and B: when I come here, I'm often emotionally exhausted and therefore... Just dont have the energy to try and help. Which sounds terrible but it's the best explanation Ive got.

 

The crush saga with me continues however...

I still wish I could delete this crush from existence. Having a crush on your best friend can be such a terrible thing when they dont feel the same.

Before I had been able to pretend maybe it wasnt a crush, or it wasnt as strong as I thought. But it is. Ive now dreamt about kissing them, dating them, and just... It makes it more painful, you know?

They knew I had a crush on them months ago, I told them last year and for a while there a few months later we had crushes on each other. Things happened, their crush disappeared, and then... It was never talked about again. There was no closure for me at least.

I want to bring it up. But at the same time, I don't. I don't want to risk losing this friendship because I mention that I still have this crippling crush on them.

It's going to sound weird, but in a few months I'm also hopefully moving to live with them and another friend. I love them both so so dearly, and am so super excited to live with them. Im also honestly worried because.. I know theyre super affectionate. I am too. And it's going to be great! Because none of my friends where I currently live are physically affectionate. Not even hugs. It's exhausting. I havent been hugged in almost seven months. That isnt an exaggeration I literally have not been hugged in Seven Months.

 

....

(Depression, anxiety, gender tw)

I just wish life could get itself in order with me. My depression and anxiety have been really bad lately, which helps approximately none of this. I'm trying to get on my feet but it's so hard. I'm taking a secret loan out from a friend to finish paying off a college class, I'm hiding my sexuality from my family, and I am struggling SO MUCH with my gender it's disheartening. I dont know what I am anymore. Part of me wonders if I am honestly trans. I want to be a guy so, so badly, for so many reasons. But at the same time, part of me screams I can't be.

(End tw)

.... I dunno I'll stop now. Thank you guys for being here, even if I am just trying to scream at this secret void. I hope you're all doing okay, and that things get better for all of you <33

 

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God

My dad licked my hand. Why did he lick my hand?

My dad is so messed up I can't even go into detail

it's just

How far is this going to go?

Okay...that sounds like you need to contact someone and report him. Father or not, that is not normal behavior and is certainly not okay.

 

 

..............

 

 

I'm going for a job interview and I'm so nervous. I hope I get the job and don't mess up.

 

ETA: I got the job! And I start tomorrow!

 

Edited by Syiren

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Not emotionally distraught or anything, just -- I really need to find a better way to manage wrist pain. Have been trying to deal with it for about a year now, and while it's much better than it used to be, it still hurts to grip a pencil sometimes. A lot of it is posture, which is something I just don't know how to tackle.

 

Art-wise, I feel like I've plateau'd. I'm not disgusted by what I come out with, but I fail to notice any improvement from one piece to another, and I feel like I'm just recycling ideas. It's discouraging.

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I gave my two-week notice because my coworkers have continued to be horrible to me. I'm not saying I did nothing wrong; I have made a lot of mistakes here. But screaming at me over something I didn't know I had to do isn't exactly going to help anything, nor will calling me stupid. (I'm a little annoyed she didn't get in trouble for that, but whatever). Anyway, I haven't even started looking for a new job; it's such a scary process, but I really have to. I need to try to find something better paying, which will be hard because I only have an associate's degree and everywhere wants like a Master's degree these days it seems.

 

I also need a better paying job because my girlfriend has a lot of health issues and they're getting worse. She has awful healthcare, but we can't afford anything better (I have none). I'm honestly terrified of what's going to happen in the immediate future. Everything is scary and I can't see any way it's going to get better.

 

I'll miss the people here, other than the terrible coworker. They're good people.

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@Syiren: Congrats on getting the job!

 

@silver_chan: I cannot give you advice. I hope you are well and things will get better.

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@georgeexu94: it's ok if you don't have any suggestions. I'm glad anyone responded at all; it's not a situation anyone can really help with, unfortunately. But it makes me feel better just to talk about it, y'know?

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My anxiety will be on edge this week. I'm so terrified about failing this ACT. A waste of $50 that my family could have used for something else can go down the drain and I'm so scared... I don't want to mess up.

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My anxiety will be on edge this week. I'm so terrified about failing this ACT. A waste of $50 that my family could have used for something else can go down the drain and I'm so scared... I don't want to mess up.

Don't be afriad of that. I was as well and made an 18 on it smile.gif i suck at math and its easier then you think, just study and remember YOU CAN DO IT!!!!

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I'm absolutely exhausted. My mother is getting married, and her fiance is making life hell for me. Her treatment of me has become abhorrent- it's not bad enough to call abusive, but it's enough to make my depression reach... very high levels. I spent the past hour or so bawling my eyes out, and I have no idea what to do. I think I just need a hug.

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I'm absolutely exhausted. My mother is getting married, and her fiance is making life hell for me. Her treatment of me has become abhorrent- it's not bad enough to call abusive, but it's enough to make my depression reach... very high levels. I spent the  past hour or so bawling my eyes out, and I have no idea what to do. I think I just need a hug.

-Gives a big hug-

I know how that feels. My dad makes my life... rough as well.

But just remember that how they treat doesn't change who you are and is not a reflection of your worth, your capabilities, or where you'll go in life.

 

I find it's good to have someone who knows you and knows about your situation to talk to, it can be very grounding and calming.

 

Stay strong amigo. ♥️

Edited by irrelevantindigo

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I'm not sure where to say things like this but I'm having a hard time telling real and false feelings apart. Sure, I feel sad a lot but I can't tell if it's really something I'm feeling for real.

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@CottonKatt: Meditation is an excellent way to sort out your feelings. The most basic method of meditation is to close your eyes and slowly inhale and exhale as you clear your mind of any thoughts.

 

Try that basics first. Then you can proceed with advanced methods which involves imagining scenarios that make you feel a particular emotion. It is a helpful way to sort situations and emotions.

 

Source: I studied Tai Chi and read on Qi Gong and Meditation.

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Oh wow

I didn't even know there was a thread for this.

Though I might not use it(because I only really vent to the only friend I have or sit in my bed and cry lol)

It's wonderful that it's here and if I do need it in the future I'm glad I have people to go to.

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I'm gonna try this to see if I can finally get some friends

I got banned from the flight rising forums after a major over reaction on the mods part

Now I just wanna cry

Ive lost all my friends

The ones I still "know" dont even talk to me anymore. ~Please, please call a suicide hotline ASAP. There's also a suicide textline if you've got anxiety or can't call~ but im scared there will be no after life and just pure blackness for all eternity

I got into a fight with my last remaining friends earlier

I wish i had some friends

I just want a friend

Please

Somebody

Edited by SockPuppet Strangler

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I'm gonna try this to see if I can finally get some friends

I got banned from the flight rising forums after a major over reaction on the mods part

Now I just wanna cry

Ive lost all my friends

The ones I still "know" dont even talk to me anymore. but im scared there will be no after life and just pure blackness for all eternity

I got into a fight with my last remaining friends earlier

I wish i had some friends

I just want a friend

Please

Somebody

I'm sure you'll be able to make some friends here! Most of the people on the forums are super nice. :3

Edited by SockPuppet Strangler

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I dont have any faith in that statement. The last few groups have told me that and well

Now were here

Give me a REAL opinion of this place

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I don't know what happened over there, but it is incorrect to generalize since it's mostly a whole different group of people around here.

 

I'm maybe not the best person to talk about it, since I mostly roam Original Works and the RP forums, but my experiences for the past five or six years here have been positive for grand majority. I don't know what else to say to convince you that this would be different.

 

I myself try to do my best to be nice to everyone so, you got a friend in me?

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Hah! Me too. But I have faith in you even though it's the first time we've talked, and I'm sure there are many others like me.

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