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I have tried to change these and I always revert back...

 

1. Be less grouchy-Its worse when I havent slept good and am needing a break (aka from the babies)

2. Not snap so quickly at my husband when something isnt done right.

3. Not be sooo lazy.....after having two kids I'm exhausted and I know exercising will help, but ugh...

4. Stop thinking I'm fat.....I'm 5'3" and 140, but I still think I am too big hipped(kids)haha

 

Stuff I want to change physical:

5. My bad eyesight

6. Make my ears a little less sensitive; I have to sleep with a fan, BUT I am extremely picky.

7. Not have crohns.

8. Fix my toenails...can't because everything is hard on the liver, from the crohns

 

Thats it for me....

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1. I am crippled by shyness almost constantly. It's gotten a bit better recently, but it's still there.

 

2. When I do come out of my shell, I have a tendency to accidentally say something that offends someone without meaning to or even knowing what I'm saying is offensive until they become angry with me for saying it.

 

2.5. When people yell at me, I cry. It doesn't matter what it's about or how much I deserve it. I burst into tears when someone takes even the faintest angry tone with me. (The only exception being my younger brothers.)

 

3. I can't get to the level of drawing skill that I want no matter how hard I try. It feels like something that will be out of my reach forever.

 

4. I always rush through things too much and can't stop myself from doing so, which I'm pretty sure is part or most of the reason for the above thing.

 

5. I can't start conversations at all, and small talk comes across to me as bafflingly stupid. Also, I have a lot of trouble thinking of things to say on the fly. As such, conversations with me tend to be full of awkward silences and make everyone involved very uncomfortable.

 

6. When I haven't talked to a specific one of my friends in awhile, since she's the one I usually vomit my heart out to, I will spill my guts about whatever's on my mind to anyone who will listen for a second, and I can't control myself.

 

7. Tiny, trivial things can irritate me to the point of almost flipping out. Tiny details done wrong on a picture can ruin that picture for me if I notice them, and in an otherwise perfect, beautiful picture, I'll end up only being able to stare at that one tiny detail that looks wrong, no matter how small it is.

 

8. When I become angry, even a little, the nasty, abrasive, horrible, repulsive side of my personality that I hate comes out.

 

9. I can't stand being touched by people I don't know well, not even a little. The slightest, most insignificant brush while walking by can cause me to stop and glare at someone who didn't even mean anything by it.

 

10. I'm not good at anything. I'm half-decent at some things, and I can pick things up within minutes, but I have no actual skill at anything.

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1. I don't change. My closest friends and I have started middle school and they all have become 'pretty pretty' girls that put Toddlers in Tiaras to shame. Me? I'm the one that has barely any hygiene. I could wear the same outfit all year unless someone told me to.

 

2. My laziness. I swore to begin sewing by the end of summer. School starts in three days.

 

3. What I inherited. My dad's side of the family was (and still is) racist. Being raised by my dad and grandpop didn't help. I tend to say something racist and not even realize it. Its bad.

 

4. My shyness. All my friends are pretty pretty girls or have moved. Everyone I know is online (namely neopets)

 

I'll think about more later. Expect on monday after school.

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10 things? ugh

 

I'm Short

I'm ALWAYS hungry

I have a short torso or i would be taller..

I never do my homework

I agree with lulubelle, i can say racist things sometimes due to parent's actions, i don't realize i am saying until the gun has been fired, and i made the mistake.

I'm to shy around guys.

I'm socially awkward

I'm not the hugging type, so it's always a 'forced awkward hug' with me..

I don't sleep enough

 

good? i have more...

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1 my wierd fears

2 my not knowing when to stop a joke

3 my falling asleep in a car at random times

4 my getting bored easily

5 my adhd

6 my paranoia

7 my insecruity

8 my felling alone

9 my pervertedness

10 my lack of being exciting

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Most of the personality traits are hidden, concealed until they overwhelm me and explode, which is another of my flaws.

 

1. My body is out of proportion. I don't mean as in dwarfism, its just that my arms/torso/legs never fit clothing. The other day I was in a store trying on a shirt that was extremely baggy but yet the sleeves were too tight. Jeans never fit me. I'm very limited in my clothing selection because of this...

 

2. I get enraged very easily, and once on the defense my hackles stay up. I literally have to shake myself out of it sometimes. I think this sometimes tends to be a product of #3, actually.

 

3. I believe I have misophonia, which is when little noises can grate on your nerves and seriously enrage you. Google it. My dad's normal every day breathing annoys me, and his chewing sounds makes me want to rip my hair out.

 

4. I alternate between low self esteem and vanity, although my true feelings lie somewhere in the middle.

 

5. I feel superior to others, and I hate feeling inferior.

 

6. Keratosis Pilaris is a living hell. Try having constant goosebumps, but red and look like pimples, all over your arms. I can only wear long sleeves, adding to my picky wardrobe.

 

7. I am very socially awkward because I am a loner. I don't do new friends. X_X

 

8. I pick at my skin and nails. Any scabs I have are always picked, and my nails can get bloody from me pulling off chunks. I think I'm OCD or something...

 

9. I can be bossy or demanding depending on my mood

 

10. I'm uncomfortable with my chest size, I wish it was smaller actually.

 

Edited by HollyTheColliegirl

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1. My looks (I don't feel like I look as mature as other girls and that my body is disproportioned)

 

2. My insecurity

 

3. I feel alone all the time

 

4. Im not exciting

 

5. I don't find much interesting

 

6. I feel like Im not good enough for anyone

 

7. My low self esteem

 

8. My tendency to repeat myself a lot

 

9. Not popular with people my own age

 

10 Im shy around guys

 

I could go on, ahar x3

Im just a very insecure person on the inside, wether you can tell or not on the outside, so people often don't get me.

Edited by boscodelta

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The only thing I'd change about myself: I wish I was healthier. tongue.gif If that was changed, then I'd be happy with everything else. ^^

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1. My skinniness. Everyone's always bugging me about it :/ and it doesn't make playing fifths on violin easy. XD nor can I look very pretty ._.

2. MY FORGETFULNESS. Like, I can't even get a planner because I'd forget to check it... sighs

3. My way of procrastinating on stuff... ;P

4. How I overthink things.

5. My poor eyesight XD

6. How I tend to care too much about what others think of me

7. The way I change my mind a lot

8. How math confuses me. A lot.

9. How I make fun of other people :/

10. How I gossip... T_T

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Ruins, I must be your clone or something. I kinda hate myself when I want to be mean towards my older, autisitic sister. I give up easily. I don't pay attention very well (I have ADHD, and Im supposed to doing schoolwork right now). I have Aspergers too. Basically, nearly everything you said.

 

 

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1. My eyes, I was born with plain brown eyes.

2. Disliking people for no reason what so ever. I just don't like them.

3. Being lazy. (No more needs to be said)

4. Going on the computer to much.

5. My lack of exercise (I am getting a bit chubby)

6. My teeth, because I have the worst thing in the world. (BRACES)

7. My smile, it looks like I am trying to eat a rat while smiling

8. Having to wear glasses. (Stupid genetics)

9. Hearing things I want to hear, for example if someone is talking about me I hear if someone is calling me to wash the dishes I do not hear them.

10. Being my grandmother's favourite grand child (it comes with some downfalls)

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1. Big feet. (Size 11)

2. Hair color. (Dirty blonde)

3. Overbite.

4. Habit of bottling things up at times instead of speaking with someone.

5. Not the best eyesight.

6. Nose.(feels like it is constantly stuffy)

7. Habit of apologizing for anything that is not my fault. (always been like this since I was four years old)

8. Swings of depression that rear its ugly head at times.

9. My lack of confidence to be behind the wheel. By now I should be driving myself to work rather than walking, but constantly fear other drivers.

10. The fear of making mistakes that will affect those around me.

 

 

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1. brown eyes. wanted blue eyes

2. having to wear glasses

3. having high functioning autism. wish i was normal like my other siblings

4 having OCD have had many people have to go out of my life because of having this disorder

5. eating junkfood so much. i am overweight

6. not exercising i hate it

7. being a loner

8. that i have a compulsive mouth and say things without thinking first

9. my phobias about bathrooms

10. my bad knees

Edited by futuregohangurl

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1. I'm an elitist sometimes.

2. I get annoyed when someone I know starts liking something I like, but if I meet someone else who likes it I think that it's awesome.

3. My height. I'm 5'3". tongue.gif

4. My hair color- I'm naturally black haired but I adore blonde and red hair.

5. My skin tone. I'm half Spanish and I tan very easily, but since I stay out of the sun, my skin is pale with this weird sickly yellow cast.

6. My dark circles.

7. Yellow teeth.

8. My awkward personality.

9. How so many guys find me physically attractive, yet both them and myself are too awkward to do anything except eye each other suggestively.

10. I'm too scared of what my parents might do if I voice my opinion, so they have no idea that my religious views, political views, and philosophical views are completely different than theirs.

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1) I can get very hyper...so Imma a bit crazy

 

2) IM SOOO PALE D:

 

3) Meh bushy eyebrows...they look nice but they're soooo bushy!

 

4) My hair...if I don't straighten it...I look like I belong in the 80's xd.png

 

5) I have very strong opinions

 

6) I always think I'm right

 

7) I can be a bit mean...not often but it does hurt people

 

8) I need hugs...I NEED THEMZ! So I give all my friends hugs...makes a lot of people stare

 

9) How I obese of things for a week

 

10) I'm a kelpto...I take a lot of people's things... sad.gif

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1. Laziness/procrastination. It's become such a problem that sometimes I physically just can't do anything, I get too tired and sluggish and fall asleep in my chair.

2. My inability to react rationally to emotional situations. I have my rational brain and my irrational mind and I always end up acting like a child because I can't handle myself.

3. My tummy pouch. IT WON'T GO AWAY

4. My skin. I have acne all over my chest, shoulders, and back and scars/scabs all the time because I scratch at it unconsciously or when I'm sleeping.

5. My nose. It always looks too large in pictures and I wish I had enough money to get it sculpted.

6. My inner perfectionist. I can't pick up a hobby for long if I'm not relatively good at it to begin with, because I get so frustrated to a point of extreme anger and tears. It's ridiculous.

7. That I fall in love too easily, too early, and too hard.

8. My body type. I don't like being petite, I feel too frail and helpless all the time. I'm not like, dangerously skinny, but I can't put on weight and I lost a lot of my muscle tone after I stopped sports. Now I can hardly lift anything over 40 pounds with my upper body strength.

9. My inability to understand Chemistry AT ALL.

10. When I get excited about something or when I want to explain something I'm excited about, I get really loud and talk really fast and don't realize it until I'm done or people give me weird looks. Then I just feel like an idiot and wish I'd just kept my mouth shut.

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3. My height. I'm 5'3". tongue.gif

I'm only five feet tall tongue.gif Barely.

 

I think I've already posted here but here is the newly revised list

1. The fact that I have anxiety so I'm prone to panic attacks and I bite the skin off my lips and chew my nails .__.

2. I'm really tiny...but out of shape. :/

3. I say stupid things. All the time.

4. I have horrible eyesight but it's not bad enough for glasses apparently so in all my classes I just sit there squinting at the board unable to read anything. -__-

5. My hair is limp, useless, and a color I find unappealing. Brown-gold-red blend. It sounds pretty but it actually looks like this faintly pink-tinged, gold-green color. And I'm too lazy to style my hair so it just sort of hangs there, and there's one wave in it at the top of my head which looks really weird.

6. My music taste. Okay, yeah, it's not something I hate about myself. I love the music I listen to. But it is frowned upon by my peers xd.png

7. I'm destined to be foreveralone, haha. I'm going to be that one awkward person in my class who graduates high school without ever having an official boyfriend..I 'dated' a guy in seventh grade for like two days but that doesn't count lol.

8. My whole..face. I hate my face shape, I hate my eyebrows, I hate my smile, I hate how my eyes are too small, I hate my nose, I hate my freckles, I hate my acne, I hate it all -.- And my skin. I'm so pale, I'm practically transparent. I'm like glowing white.

9. I'm so socially awkward omg I can't even. I live in my room. I live on the internet. I don't have a social life ;__;

10. I procrastinate soooo badly on everything.. Dx

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Hm, only 10 ?

 

1. My eyesight, it would be nice not having to wear glasses.

2. I'd like to have better abdominal muscles so I won't have this little belly simply because my muscles are weak.

3. I'd love to be slimmer than I am, I have body image issues.

4. Not having any body hair so I wouldn't have to worry about removing it. It's such a major pain.

5. Better skin. Mine is dry and sensitive and I get acne sometimes and other issues and it's just crappy.

6. Not have my tissue type that way I would be sure I won't get my father's hereditary disease.

7. Have a better sens of style and be able to dress myself well, also know how to apply makeup because I have no clue xd.png

8. Not be so depressed and overstressed. Get my mental issues sorted out.

9. Be confident, love myself, never struggle with my non-existent self esteem again.

10. Know how to behave in social situations, know how to make friends.

 

Edit : I NEED to add another one because this bugs me so bad. I am studying to be a vet but I'm allergic to cats to a varying degree. It really makes my life more difficult. Please immune system, wise up and stop overreacting.

Edited by Anna Selka

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1. I am utterly horrible when it comes to math of any shape or kind. It's literally become a joke since I've once said 60*10 = 60, which I don't mind joking about, but I do mind the lower grades when I know I can do so much better >.>

2. I'm ridiculously shy to the point that I get nauseous and scared just from the phone ringing, and it will take them calling me 3-4 times before I pick up even if it's a close friend. Telophonophobia? xd.png

2.5. Again with the shyness, I will get scared in a room with people I don't know, even around my own age or younger, and it will take a lot of coaxing to get me to talk any further than what I'm there for.

3. I tend to be very, very stubborn about things.

4. Forever alone in the sense that I can't get over a person for years once I like them, which I feel would be awkward if I dated a different person, and the one I currently like has friendzoned me.

5. My tendency to just sort of bottle up and get very secretive about things I shouldn't even be secretive about.

6. ...Unless it's something very short-term, it's not getting finished if I start it.

7. I simply just hate my appearance. I'm not sure why, I just really don't like it. I don't even know what I'd change o.O

8. I don't have a particular skill in anything... Sure, I know how to do things and I do them and get the job done and everything, but I don't actually have a knack or talent for anything.

9. I. Am. Horrible. At. Consolation. I am so awkward about it that I kind of end up silent a lot. :/

10. I cry far too easily, which isn't necessarily bad, but I tend to hold it in until I'm sure I'm alone, which isn't the ideal time for having any sort of help.

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Oh goodness, I could make an endless list here.

 

1) Being what I call a 'paranoid pessimist'. I link this to my fear of crossing bridges over water (scared they're going collapse into water below and I will be trapped in car and die .-.). I always feel like bad stuff is going to happen or if someone says something to me I don't understand, I instantly think the absolute worst. It annoys me deeply.

 

2) My shyness/ public speaking issues. Hard for me to make friends and stuff cause if I'm around people I don't know, I'm 100% dead silent. With public speaking, I stutter quite bad (speak normally otherwise) and my face turns beet red.

 

3) Eyesight. Been wearing glasses since I was 7 (18 now) and although I'm completely cool with it, dislike how bad eyes are and lenses are thick :c

 

4) Inability to choose a favorite of anything. If I try to think of, say a favorite book, brain goes "well I like this one, but I also like this... and this... and that..." until I have a long list of 'favorites'.

 

5) If I get nervous, you'd think I had the flu minus a fever. I get extremely nauseous and basically have flu like symptoms besides a fever. Doesn't help I have a phobia of vomiting, so I get nervous that I might vomit and feel worse...

 

6) This isn't really something about myself... well it kinda is but not in the same way as other things. I'm rather poor, this time last year I was homeless and stuff. Tis kinda saddening not to be able to buy enough food or even a pet or something (was really close to cat I had but he got a tumor/ growth we couldn't afford to have removed and he got worse to the point we had to put him down ._.)

 

7) Sort of tying in to end of 6, despite fact I like being alone at times, I feel lonely waaaay too easily. Had to move away from long time friends cause of money problems and not enough money for college = basically all my people interaction is online. Boyfriend lives in Florida (me in Illinois) so I'm kind of always alone and it's not fun

 

8) Bad heat tolerance. What is hot water to me is only just warm to others. I tend to get lightheaded or pass out in 90(32)+ degree heat and can't eat any spicy food cause it just burns my mouth. Even food that's minorly spiced and not supposed to be spicy to normal people is rather spicy to me >.<

 

9) Can't eat certain amounts of garlic. I can eat it if it's spread out enough in the food but a slice of two or garlic bread (or even two slices of pepperoni pizza -.-) will give me bad stomach pain and unable to really eat for the rest of the day

 

10) I'm really pale, I don't tan fast enough for my liking. Thank goodness I next to never get burnt. When I was with my grandparents when I was younger, I used SPF 4 on most of my body and SPF 15 on nose + shoulders ((burn easier there)) and I was 100% not brunt <3

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1) I don't have any good looks on me. Everything about me is just dull and plain.

 

2) I have terrible eyesight without glasses.

 

3) I've had a lot of medical issues and have a weak immune system.

 

4) I like talking to people, getting to know new people, and I'm a pretty social being. But I'm terrible at being the one to initiate conversation, and I'm assuming I miss out on a lot of people because of that.

 

5) Once I've fallen in love with someone, that love becomes too strong. And I never get as much as I give and always end up hurt because of it.

 

6) My instinct is to act based on emotion, not logic.

 

7) I'm too sensitive to other peoples' feelings.

 

8) I have a low self esteem, and though I've gotten better about it, what other people say can really, really hurt me.

 

9) I have a stupid fear of needles. If I ever have to get a shot or get blood drawn, my anxiety sky rockets beforehand. And I feel ill and get too dizzy to drive afterwards.

 

10) I have issues with depression/anxiety.

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1: I hate how horrible my eyesight is. I always envy those who don't need glasses because I feel glasses aren't that great.

2: I'm too nice. I can't tell anyone no when I don't know them well. I get all quiet and shy and suddenly cold. I can't help it, I immediately start acting this way when I don't like someone I have to talk to.

3: I'm proud, and I don't like change.

4: The fact that my art is horrible. Everyone always says how nice it is but it's really not. I look at others art and turn green with envy, I will never be like them.

5: The fact that I can't answer the telephone, even if it's my grandma, I always have to wait for it to go onto voice mail or someone else has to answer it for me. it's not a fear, it's just me being weird.

6: The fact that I'm really not pretty at all. I look at myself in the mirror and see how pretty I am and I see a picture of myself and see how I really look. Quite sad actually.

7: I'm nervous around dogs. It's not like I have a phobia of them but I don't want them near me, or licking me, or running in my direction.

8: I spend too much time in the clouds. I'm always daydreaming and thinking about other things wasting my life away.

9: I'm not very good at learning a language.

10: The fact that I can't lucid dream yet xd.png

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I certainly don't hate anything about myself, but there are things I'd change.

 

1. Not. Biologically. Male. :|

 

2. My goatee is not growing nearly as fast as my mustache is and that makes me sad because of reasons. Or something.

 

3. My memory is pretty bad and I tend to zone out a lot, which leads to people getting angry at me for not paying attention. e_x

 

4. I worry all the time about what other people think of how I'm acting. :c I always think I'm embarrassing myself or that I'm being obnoxious or dumb and I always feel like I'm annoying people.

 

5. What seems to be the opposite with other people, I tan really easily and I feel like I'm not as pale as I'd like to be. But really this is just a minor thing and most likely I'm actually just a bad judge.

 

6. Not as thin as I'd like to be, but I'm okay for now.

 

7. I can't sing for the life of me. I run out of breath really fast.

 

8. After I draw I always seem to instantly start hating my art and noticing a million problems even if I liked it originally. :L

 

9. My hair isn't black.

 

10. I'm shoorrrrtt.

Edited by Switch

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I can think of sooo many things...this is just a snippet.

 

1: My lack of a social life :/

 

2: (Reason for #1) My shyness and social difficulty

 

3: I can't stand certain noises. My hearing is so sensitive I can hear my powerpoint whining, people chewing at the other end of the room, I hear the creaks my pillow makes and have to keep my ear off it at all times...

 

4: My face. Uurgh >_<

 

5: The fact I'm so thin and eat hardly anything. Mum says I'm nearly anorexic and that's why I hate hearing people say my dragons look starved...they kinda follow me in terms of body size, and ya...

 

6: I find criticism really hard to handle.

 

7: (Reason for #8) The fact my imagination runs away with me far too much and turns normal everyday situations into death traps, giving me panic attacks.

 

8: My stupid fear of elevators. I always think they're going to fall or get stuck or something...the slightest creak has me in a panic.

 

9: Terrified of the future. Oh, I'm so terrified of it. And I freak out about the thought of death and the fact it WILL come, there is absolutely NO escape...;_;

 

(This next one is gonna make you guys hate me so much. I UNDERSTAND. I HATE IT TOO.)

 

10: My goddam vore fetish. There, I finally said it after thirteen years of keeping quiet about it.

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1. My body.

2. My body.

3. My body.

4. My body.

5. My body.

6. My body.

7. My body.

8. My body.

9. My laziness.

10. The fact that I'm probably the biggest procrastinator alive. :|

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